I haven't been here!

I haven't been here exactly almost a year. I find it very strange that I have not been able to even open this page for this long. I used to write about almost 16 blogs a month between two blogs I have. This shows how Life does get the better of you.

One of the best things I did in 2019, the beginning of the year I decided I will do one good thing a day for me. But that sadly did not include my blogging. I had so much going on in my life that I didn't have the time to blog. Sorry, I did have the time to blog but I did not have the energy to think and to be creative to blog.

It was a tough year for me. As some of you know my spirit isn't easily tamed. Being happy and cozy although they are both important to me I prefer performance. What I mean by that is to be creative. The performance of all creative things keeps me alive. I was saturated in the delays of the past years and I felt that I couldn't do much about it.

2019, I thought a lot about my mortality! What do I leave after I'm gone? You know the sorrow is short-lived for those who don't know you well. And the sorrow changes for those who know you well. But grief and sorrow remain for those who truly love you, those who are close to you. And then I thought how do I want to live and work in the present time. How do I wish to love who do I want to be close to close to my heart.

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